A Letter To My Boyfriend About My Depression

I get angry for everything. I just want you to know that i am writing this letter for many reasons.

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My anxiety is doubting everything you, my loving boyfriend, say to me.

A letter to my boyfriend about my depression. I have opened up to you more than i have with some of my friends. Underneath the dark clouds of depression, i promise there is a gleaming smile. Thank you for holding me through this.

My crazy is intense and scary and impulsive and trust me, it is not something you want to see. Then today i had a feeling about him. I know you don’t think it’s easy to love you.

I’ve become a psychotic crazy bitch. And with you by my side i know i can. A lifetime of rejection has convinced you that you’re unworthy of happiness, undeserving of love.

Depression can sneak up on me in the middle of a sentence, in the middle of a cheerful conversation. It’s not as the depression i have just rolls off my back like it’s nothing, even on bearable days. I yell at you for everything.

My love, you hurt me when you doubt the real intentions because everything i do for us stems from the love in my heart. Depression and anxiety are going to be in our life. A letter to my boyfriend.

Putting my feelings into words is something i’ve always struggled with. I’m trying so hard not to disappoint you. You and depression are a perfect duo that makes my every day a living hell.

My lows just happen to be lower and harder to manage. It doesn’t wait to find its place, but rather creates it. Then i won’t feel these things anymore.

Depression is something we are told to keep a secret and it is really hard for me to share my feelings sometimes. It’s doubting your trust when you have given me no reason in the world not to trust you. There’s one thing, though, that depression can’t take away:

I want to overcome this again. I have good days and i have bad days, just like you. I presume my life would have been in chaos and confusion.

I gave this letter to my boyfriend who answered “yes” he is on my team all the way and he is here to help in any way he can. First, you need to know how much i love you; I want to put it all on paper so i become aware that i have an actual disease and that it is probably going to be a part of me for the rest of my life.

Dear friend, you might not know this yet, but i have depression. Thank you for not being mad at me when it's hard for me to show you my emotions. I haven’t felt confident in so long.

A love letter to my boyfriend with depression. I try to shut down my mind for just one moment of joy and most of the time i succeed, and i want to thank you for being there for me for all those times i couldn’t do so. The real reason i am writing this letter is to tell you that my love for you is 100% real and there are no right words that i could use in order to describe my feelings for you.

Letter to my boyfriend expressing hurt feelings. So, anxiety, if you are reading this letter, i want you to know that there are a couple of lines in this letter for you as well, since i don’t want you to feel neglected. All i can do is hope, my depression, that you’ll make an effort to give me more good days and less bad ones.

I’ve learned to cope with the bad ones, but that doesn’t mean i’m not totally out of the water. We’re doing everything we can to treat it, and eventually, something will work. I don't like being so distant.

It is exhausting for me to reach out to each person and ask for help, so if you could help other friends and family understand when they ask what is wrong with me, i would really appreciate it. You’re my all in all. And you don't know if you can hold it all.

You are reading this letter because i trust you and want you to be on my team. I want you to see the world from my view, and i want you to understand that life holds a lot for us. And frankly, so am i.

You top the list of the fantastic things in my life, and i can give up on you for anything in the world. Check out this personal open letter seriah wrote to her depression #mentalhealthawarenessmonth #depression. I haven’t gotten a good night’s sleep in months.

I apologize because i wish you could see things from my eyes. But until then, i’m sorry. Your love is like honey, and as long as i keep loving you, i will never get tired of its sweetness.

You are not always at fault. I’m just so tired of the constant fight between me and my brain. I started writing this hoping you’d understand me more if you read it but you’re probably even more confused by now.

I wish you could see yourself in the light that i do. And it’s not just because you’ve been there for me, but because i love you and want to be with you at any cost. At the same time, i would like to say “thank you” for the patience you have given me throughout our relationship, even when the rocks were hard.

I’m sorry for every iota of suffering you put up with because of my depression. You walk around thinking there’s something wrong with you, something broken, damaged, something that. How much everyone in your life loves you.

I know you are feeling like the world is all on your shoulders. You are a beautiful person, inside and out, and i wish i could get rid of depression's voice telling you this isn't true. And that world feels like a million pounds.

Thank you for letting me cry. You are not a terrible person. I’ve noticed some differences in your behavior.” if your boyfriend opens up to you, listen and affirm his feelings so he doesn't feel guilty or awkward.

I didn’t know if it was my depression lieing to me but i had to look and so i went digging in his phone. It’s not that i don’t love you, because i know that somewhere inside this depressed person i’ve become, i do love you very much, but depression has robbed me of the ability to show it right now. As your boyfriend works on his depression,.

It’s questioning if you want to be together because of the way i’ve been treated in previous relationships, or agonizing over why you didn’t respond when i said “i love you” when you probably just didn’t hear me. In the end, you are a part of my life as well, and i need to start to get to know you as well. First and foremost, thank you for putting up with my shit.

My idol, my best friend, my soulmate, my partner in crime, and my lover. No one really gets me like you do and that kind of scares me. You make me so happy even though it’s sometimes overshadowed by the darkness of my depression.

I haven’t felt beautiful in so long. Click to tweet i’ve spent most of my high school and college years denying, hiding, and numbing, and filling my timeslot with work and fun things for me to do as a way to distract myself from the inevitable. I haven’t told you because i don’t want you to look at me differently or treat me differently.

An open letter from your friend with depression.

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